Tuesday, June 23, 2009

To Say Something That Means Nothing At All

I guess I am officially not sleeping today. My mind is buzzing. I broke up with Joey today... which did not feel good. I tried to do it the best way I could and sort of give him an out. It's never a good time I guess though. I felt like such a douche because it was like "Hey, wanna still be friends?". I just hope that he's not angry with me for too long. I didn't want to do it... but I had to. :( I think that he was good to me and I to him... I don't want to lose our friendship and seeing how people can change after break ups, because I can honestly say that I have witnessed that all too often. I'm looking at his track record with other girls and it points to the fact that we could probably be friends, but then again I know that he always treated me different than A and V... so I don't know. Ugh. Another day starts. I hope I don't manage to fuck up anyone else's week.

1 comment:

  1. i agree. I didn't wanna break up with you at all.
    I do want to be friends. More. I was not ready to let you go at all.
    We both fought with ourselves alot in this relationship. Made changes to our very lives, put up with things that we didn't want/need to. But i guess it didn't pay off in the long run.
    I tried for you, sugar. I really did. I promise I did. But this is how it has to be. I'm sorry.
    So sorry.