Tuesday, June 23, 2009
To Say Something That Means Nothing At All
I guess I am officially not sleeping today. My mind is buzzing. I broke up with Joey today... which did not feel good. I tried to do it the best way I could and sort of give him an out. It's never a good time I guess though. I felt like such a douche because it was like "Hey, wanna still be friends?". I just hope that he's not angry with me for too long. I didn't want to do it... but I had to. :( I think that he was good to me and I to him... I don't want to lose our friendship and seeing how people can change after break ups, because I can honestly say that I have witnessed that all too often. I'm looking at his track record with other girls and it points to the fact that we could probably be friends, but then again I know that he always treated me different than A and V... so I don't know. Ugh. Another day starts. I hope I don't manage to fuck up anyone else's week.